y'know, once upon a time, i asked for something that seemed so simple at that moment. my wish?
"if i can have nothing else, please just give a little illusion that the ending is not so predictable."
that's where those few seemingly special people came in. something to distract the eye, the mind, the heart... all of it... from the truth that i will still end up alone.
on the other hand, at least being alone means there is no one to disappoint, no one to hurt, no one to hurt me.
i suppose that with all this time i have stretching before me, i should be doing something to fill it up with good things for me that do not require anyone else.
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